I Want to have Sex

I suddenly have a strong urge to know how it feels. It seems as if none of my closest friends right now are virgins. I mean, I meet a lot of people who haven’t even kissed yet… But then, most of the people I talk to, it seems as if they already have. Maybe more people lie about their innocence than I think. I know I lie about my innocence sometimes er… or should I say, my lack of?. ^_^*

I haven’t had sex though… it fills me with curiosity. I know it’s going to hurt. I wonder if it will hurt for very long. I almost hope the man I’m with doesn’t have a very large penis… I don’t know if I could handle a very big one. ^_^* Teehee. Darn, no more going after black guys, I suppose.

I’m feeling rather perverted tonight, heh. I wonder how large Nick’s penis is? Are all penises the same? Would I be turned off if I saw one that was smaller than 5 inches. Hm. Haha.. I really don’t know. ^_^; I kinda want to just study one tho. That’d be cool.