I want to know what love is

Sometimes it seems as if human emotions are so elusive to me. There are times when I know I should be filled with indignant anger, or depression, yet I am only filled with apathy. Thare are times that I feel like I’m in a slump, yet everything is fine… and I can’t seem to find the happiness that I am reaching for.

And then.. There are days like today, when I reach out and search for love… What is love though… and how will I know waht it is when it comes along? Ah. Everyone tells me I will just know when it happens. What if I’m staring love in the face and I don’t know it. What if I’ve been looking so far for love, and love is right next to me? I have to wonder…

Aish. I’m so emotionally retarded.