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October 18, 2000 at 10:42 pm · Filed under Rigamarole

I can’t tell who I talk about more. Nick, or Katie? Probably Nick. I love Katie though.

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October 18, 2000 at 10:42 pm · Filed under Rigamarole

I’m beginning to think I should make a “cast list” of the people involved in my life… so people can get an overview of the people I’m talking about before I plunge directly into my talking about them.

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October 18, 2000 at 10:41 pm · Filed under Rigamarole

I talked to Mike. We no longer click. What is wrong? I do not know. Does he not like ME anymore? Or do I not feel his vibe anymore?… I’ve never felt a vibe from Nick… But that doesn’t stop me from liking him. I no longer feel a vibe from Mike — that makes me feel less interested… Strange. Mike… hm. He’s a great guy.

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October 18, 2000 at 10:38 pm · Filed under Rigamarole

I find myself having weeks where nobody likes me. And then those weeks where everybody likes me. This week is the former.

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October 16, 2000 at 10:02 pm · Filed under Rigamarole

Poor Nick… He’s having problems with his program. I remember those days. Ahh.. Those programming days. Indeed. That was nuts back in the day when the program was due the next day… And I hadn’t read the handout… “We had a program due? What program?”… And I know… There’s nothing I can say that will make him feel better. In fact… It’s common knowlege (well, at least in my case) that during coding of ANY kind…Human contact in any way shape or form is EXTREMELY irritating.

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October 15, 2000 at 8:01 pm · Filed under Rigamarole

Am I the only one who reads my own blog to see what’s going on in my life?

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October 15, 2000 at 7:43 pm · Filed under Rigamarole

Dude… Nick is the bestest.. I called him today.. and I was like “Hey.. are you busy?” and he was like “Well…” I was like “Oh no.. He’s gotta go…” and then he said… “Not for you..” I was dying! Ahh! He’s sooo beyond sweet. >_

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October 15, 2000 at 10:37 am · Filed under Rigamarole

Key Club is so superior. People need to recognize.

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October 14, 2000 at 10:55 pm · Filed under Rigamarole

Blogging is the best kind of therapy there is. I do not know of any day that has been truly bad in which I have blogged. I love blogger.com.

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October 14, 2000 at 10:43 pm · Filed under Rigamarole

I’ve become impotent. I could have gotten some today. In fact… I kind of did… But my heart wasn’t into it. I don’t know… All I could think about was like… “I got to get over Nick sometime… I guess”… and then… “This isn’t right…”… Yeah… Before.. any other time and I would have jumped at the oportunity for some… Now, it doesn’t even appeal to me.

I remember when I “liked” Kha… I would tell him about how hot i thought other guys are and stuff… and he was telling me about how when I found the person that I really cared for, I wouldn’t even look at other guys… and it would be involuntary…

Haha.. I finally understand what he meant.

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