November 17, 2000 at 3:52 pm · Filed under Rigamarole
Yesterday, on a whim, I took a picture of my butt. That was pretty funny. I haven’t been able to post it yet because my computer is being rather buttish and is kicking me in the ass. :T I’m at school right now. Rather pathetic, considering it is 3:49 PM. SiGh. I need to get a life.
November 14, 2000 at 12:50 am · Filed under Rigamarole
Repeat after me: Kim = Dork that worries too much. Hahaha… I’m just going to go to bed. and when i wake up today… I’ll be all better. I DO take things too seriously….
Ashish thinks I”m really weird I think…
AViJ 1 [12:44 AM]: well…just dont take everything too seriously
Pimpmistress [12:44 AM]: need sleep
AViJ 1 [12:44 AM]: thats all im sayin
Pimpmistress [12:44 AM]: yeah
Pimpmistress [12:44 AM]: heheheh
Pimpmistress [12:44 AM]: i tink
Pimpmistress [12:44 AM]: this might be my karma
Pimpmistress [12:44 AM]: a lot of guys took me seriously before
Pimpmistress [12:44 AM]: and i thought we were just chllin around yanno
Pimpmistress [12:44 AM]: but then like yeah
Pimpmistress [12:44 AM]: i hurt them bad
AViJ 1 [12:44 AM]: ..oh
AViJ 1 [12:44 AM]: well
Pimpmistress [12:45 AM]: maybe ugly Fate is coming back to give me a slap on the ass
AViJ 1 [12:45 AM]: Um…Suure…
AViJ 1 [12:45 AM]: anywayz, im gonna head off to sleep too
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My wit has gone unappreciated.
November 13, 2000 at 11:36 pm · Filed under Rigamarole
I think I’ve figured out why I have such bad luck with guys… I mean.. What attracts themthe most at first is that I seem like such a strong, independant person… But the second you get to know me I’m a sniveling, whining, leeching bitch.
November 13, 2000 at 11:32 pm · Filed under Rigamarole
“ETS didn’t give me the score I wanted when I took the SAT in 1999. Can I demand a recount? Maybe I filled in some circles wrong.”
— My friend Arjel.
Hahahha the best quote I’ve heard in a while. I DEMAND A RECOUNT!
November 13, 2000 at 11:26 pm · Filed under Rigamarole
WOW! A positive tarot reading??!! Shocking.
What exists between Nick and me?
The center of the Celtic Cross (NOT SHOWN) is the card you have chosen to represent yourself.
QUEEN OF CUPS — Good, fair woman, honest, devoted. She is loving intelligence with the gift of vision. Success, happiness, pleasure, wisdom, virtue, a perfect spouse and a good mother
I reallydidn’t know what to pick. I was like.. Uhh.. That one’s purdy.
The first card you have chosen has been placed on top of your card. This is the card that covers you and it represents the general atmosphere regardings your query.
THE DEVIL — Violence, vehemence, force, fatality
Awww… I feel violent against Nick? That’s sad…
The second card (NOT SHOWN) is placed horizontally across the current two cards. This card represents opposing elements (for good or evil) surrounding your query.
KING OF PENTACLES (reversed) — Vice, weakness, ugliness, perversion and peril
I’m weak. I’m ugly. I’m perverted. Wow.. They’ve got me covered!
The third card, the card beneath, represents the basis of your query; this is something already a part of the experience.
THE TOWER (reversed) — Oppression, imprisonment, tyranny
Have I been oppressing him? Tyrannizing ? I hope not. I probably have though.
The fourth card, the card behind, represents an element that is just coming to pass or has just pass.
TEN OF CUPS (reversed) — The false heart, indignation, violence
False heart… :T That’s exactly why I asked… I dont think he likes me the way I like him….
The fifth card, the card that crowns, represents a possible aspect of the future. This is not a card of certainty.
TWO OF RODS — The sadness of wisdom amidst the chaos of the world. Riches, fortune, magnificence
Aww man.. ANd I wanted to be magnificent, too.
The sixth card, the card before, represents strong aspects of the future surrounding your query.
THE HANGED MAN — Wisdom, introspection, meditation, sacrifice, intuition, prophecy
Introspection… Like my domain? Hahhaa… Sacrifice… Intuition?… Sigh… If only I had a clearer view of what they’re asking of me.
With the seventh card begins the view into the deeper aspects of your situation. This card represents your fears, negative feelings or other uncertainties.
KNIGHT OF CUPS — Arrival, approach, as of a messenger. Advances, invitation, incitement
Hahha.. Advances? to me or to him? Probably more to him..
The eighth card represents your family’s (or close friends’) influence or opinions. Think of this as the close external forces.
THE WORLD — Assured success, change, flight, the road of life, the dance of life
I seem self-assured? I would have never guessed. ^_~
The next to last card represents your hopes and desires. The forces you are currently adding (conscious or otherwise).
THE SUN — Material happiness, contentment, fortune, marriage
Hahhahha… That’s good.
The last card brings together the entire reading. This card represents the final outcome of your query.
PAGE OF RODS — A faithful man, a lover, an envoy, a messenger
Hahhaha!!… If only I could hope…
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Too bad Tarot cards aren’t for real… It does make me feel rather better though. Thank god for the supernatural. HAHA
November 13, 2000 at 10:17 pm · Filed under Rigamarole
Haha.. Chris Lee style–
Mountain Brothers – Love Poetry: Because it was one of the first things we ever talked about. I sent it to him over AIM… and dedicated it to him.
Ginuwine – Simply Irresistable: He made me feel so sexy. ^_^*
Destiny’s Child – Perfect Man: I was too shy to talk to him the first time I saw him… And then like a miracle, he found me…
Blackstreet – Think About you: Because I think about him all the time.
Joe – All the things: He once quoted a verse from it…. And it was his favorite slow song…
Joe – I Wanna Know: Because I was listening to it the first time I talked to him.
Jodeci – Freakin’ You: He loves Jodeci.
Sisqo – You are Everything: Cuz he is…
LL Cool J – Hey Lover: Because he quoted a verse from it that made me melt.
Tony Rich Project – Missin You: It just does.
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I shouldn’t let it affect me. After all, it’s not like we were ever together. It still stings, though. I haven’t liked someone this much in so long. Why can’t I just stop? I’ve tried so many times… But it doesn’t work.