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Am I a hypocrite when I say “I’m speechless”? Because in saying so, I am not speechless… But I dont want to just sit there and say nothing… Bah. Humans.
Am I a hypocrite when I say “I’m speechless”? Because in saying so, I am not speechless… But I dont want to just sit there and say nothing… Bah. Humans.
1. I will be more organized
2. I will finish THE BOX
3. I will eat less
4. I will do my English homework BEFORE 5th period.
5. I will use my planner for things other than papers and notes ^o^
6. I will make a conscious effort to look decent in public
7. I will limit myself to one ramen a week (in my special bowl, of course. ^o^)
8. I will do at least 100 good deeds a month
9. I will decide on a handwriting
10. I will not let myself become a burden. :T
New Year’s Eve and I’m at home alone… Again… Well, my mother is here this time, at least, and I’m not watching the end-of-the-year Japanese showdown or whatever I was watching last year. She wouldn’t let me go out tonight (Of course not, and stay out all night? Blasphemy!)
I guess I should be used to it… But it’s moments like this that make me wish I had normal parents. You know… the kind that will let me out occasionally.
Welp.. Yeah… Back to thinking about my New Year’s resolutions.
Hahahaha…. In a moment when my mind was completely mixed up, I opened up photoshop, and this is what appeared. Ahh. No thought process involved. Ijust did random things until i felt better. I don’t know if I like it or not. I put a lot of emotion into it, but I don’t believe it conveys what I want correctly.
I am one strange cookie. Haha.
My new favourite song: Pink – Hiccup
Why everytime I try to tell you how it feel
It’s like a hiccup-cup come and it won’t come-come
Soon as I think I’m bout to share my lovin
That’s when the hiccup’s comin
Why everytime I try to tell you how it feel
It’s like a hiccup-cup come and it won’t come-come
Soon as I think I’m bout to share my lovin
That’s when the hiccup’s comin
I don’t wanna feel… the way that I do
I just wanna be… right here with you
I don’t wanna see… see us apart..
I just wanna say it straight from my heart
I miss you…
What would it take… For you to see?
To make you understand that I’ll always believe…
You and I… Can make it through…
And I still know I can’t get over you…
You know.. I remember at one point in time… blogging continually, racing against other bloggers… They wanted me dead. I remember. I wonder if they want me dead tonight.
The things i should have said and should have done/
Are tinged with the darkness of regret/
May this dark soul never be graced with sun/
blahblahblah. there goes the first three lines of a poetic fiasco.