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Archive for April, 2001

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Feel like rhyming

Feeling sick and stuffy/ Nobody to love me/ Feeling gross and germy and ugly/ Have to take my medication/ Don’t think I can finish my education/ Missing school/ Actin a fool/ Ahh fever of 102 not cool/Shitty is the way to be/ When you’re sick n germy as me/ I should blow my nose i suppose/ My snot is so toxic it glows/ But nobody knows/ Cuz I’m just chillin/ As this fever is killin me/ Stillin me to the end/ Ahh but nah don’t have any friends/ Chapped lips dry mouth/ Lie down before I die now/ Ahh gotta jet cuz I’m feelin worse things comin’ on/ Comin’ strong/ Don’t have a chance/ Maybe I should try to romance/ Have a deadly dance/ With this desease/ Oh geez/ What am I thinking oh please/ Get me out of this delusional place/ This seasonal case/ This evil stays until the coughing is done/ ahh bronchitis I’ll see you again/ Now and then/ This is not the end/Time to go and press send/ Ahh ha. … this is not the end.

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Sick as a rabid dog on morphine in a republican sumo wrestling tournament

Yes, I’m really that sick. I swear! I have the worst luck… I finally decided to go to the doctors today (Feh. I hate doctors)… So then like we went to my normal physician, only he’s apparently off for HIS spring break.. And so we call the doctor who’s on call for my regular doctor… Only he’s off every thursday. YAY me. So I went to this other doctor that was down the street from my doctor.. Yes. Just some random doctor.. During these moments I wish I were dougie howser so I could prescribe myself my own medication.

I remember last year aroudn this time when I was sick… My friend Allen had a small crush on me I think… He brought me flowers, wrote songs and sang them for me and even stayed an entire day nursing me. Those were the days eh… Wish someone would nurse me now… Or just talk to me in bed haha. I hate being bedridden… RIght now I can’t even do homework because my head is too fuzzy.

Today everything seems horrible and wrong. My monitor officially burnt out. SIGH. That means it’s dead!.. And that means my sticker pics are no longer on it. Bleh. They’re on the actual computer part now.. heh. I am working on a puny little 14″ screen. This really really REALLLY REAAAAAAAALLLYYYY blows.

Sicker than a slug in your shoe

Kim Nguyen

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Tired

I’m so tired. Must be the medicine. Need a hug. From anybody. Talking in fragments… Hah. Must be fading out. Falling into the deep abyss called sleep. Eat your heart out King Henry.

O Sleep! O Sleep. Come to my loathsome bed.

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Song of the moment

My life.. Is for you.. And I… Adore you… And I love you more every day.. And I want it that way!

No goodbyes (ain’t nothing but a heartbreak)… No more lies (ain’t nothing but a mistake)

That is why… I love it when I hear you say.. I want it that way

Oldschool, but still lovely. ^_^;

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Wow, Katie

You have your own domain!… I’m so happy for you… But a little hurt — I wish I were still in your life to experience it. I don’t know if you still read my blog or not. I know I still read yours… (I haven’t lately because Digital Rice has been such a biach.)… But yeah… I want you to know that I am really sorry that we don’t talk anymore. I really do miss you. I heard some things from Niall, but I wish I could have heard them from yourself. Every time I pick up my phone and scroll past your name I think about calling you — but then I chicken out. I miss you I miss you! ^_^* Haha, I sound so pathetic — and I know I brought it out on myself.

Maybe one day you can forgive me. I really didn’t realize my words would have such a strong affect. I see you have aburningwater link on your site. Are you and him doing well still? Should I delete your account and no longer hope for a return? I don’t know what else to say… I guess I’m all out. I miss you, and I will always love you Katie. Please know that. ^_^;

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^_^; Audiences Say…

It seems as if ever since I began posting less times with more content on each post, my blog hittage has gone down. It’s not that I mind, really, but I find it funny that people come back and read the short little cryptic blogs that I write, more often than the longer posts that actually take some thuoght. Though, some can be cryptic still– even with length. Heh. Sometimes even moreso because they are long. Aish. I don’t know. I guess as I’ve begun to lose interest in my life, as have my readers.

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Dougie Howser

That’s what my blog brings to Nick’s mind. I have to admit, sometimes I feel that way. ^_~. You know.. Half an hour episode… He learns something moral, types a couple lines in his journal that’s deeply profound. Hahaha. Well, perhaps I’m not deeply profound… But… I do have some morals. I realise that I have some uncontrollable and completely whack sense of morality… A code to which I stick to almost unerringly.

For example, unlike the majority of my peers, I’ve never had alcohol, done drugs or anything mind altering. (Haha.. unless you count the cold medication that I’m on right now)… And I don’t plan to try any of it… Ever… ^_^* I’m enough of a crackhead as it is..

The weird thing about me is, I don’t have anything against sex… Or anything sex related… Unless of course, it’s unhealthy… I mean, what does it matter if two people wanna do it you know? It cant do anything bad unless they do it incorrectly. Sigh.

I don’t know though… I don’t know. Maybe college will change me… Maybe I’ll suddenly become like Ms. I’ll try it all.. :P That would be interesting to see. ^_^ I can’t really see myself ever doing that though. Bleh… Sometimes I wonder if I’m too much of a goodie-two-shoes…. But I’m not really… Yanno? It’s just weird because like… I really rarely feel the need to break rules… I guess it’s just because I figure they’re there for a reason… I donno. I’m feeling kinda queasy from my medicine.

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Ahh… Strep Throat?

Looks like this might be a case of strep throat… Even though I’ve never had it before… :( My throat is like swollen shut almost though… ANd it’s super red inside… And that seems to be the only problem I’m having.. Heh. except for the extreme wooziness that always comes with taking too much medication. 20 minutes before my next dose. WOO HOO. :T I feel kinda good. tingly. but I’d rather just feel healthy

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Today I suffered the #1 MOST Traumatizing Experience

That ANY beginning driver could ever experience. So my mom and I, we’re like going to go park in the West Valley (Local Community College) parking lot to practice, yeah?
And like yeah we’d been doing it for a while and my mom was like why don’t we park over there? It’s more of a challenge: 2 cars parked 1 space from each other right.. But then right when I got there, i was like i donno it looks like there’s ppo in one of those cars, and i was like i dont wanna freak em out with my erratic driving… But my moms like “DONT WORRY it’s just a little kid that’s waiting for their parents!”… So I was like.. Ok….

So yeah,
I park, and we look over —
cuz you know,
there’ s movement
and we’re like .. wait what are they doing?? That’s not a kid!!
and then wer’e like…
OHHH MY GOD
TheyRE HAVING SEX?~!?~!?~!?~!?~!?
And like i was liek oHHHh MY GOD BAKC UP BAKC UP !!!! hAHhA
I was hella laughing!! hee hee! HAhahAH but i wa slike BAKC UP BACK UP
But my mom kept on like LOOK IN FRONT LOOK IN FRONT OF YOU
and i was liek NOOooOOoooOoo nOoooO And then I got out finally……

AHHHH I’m sOOoo Traumatized!! And that’s why I’m never parking next to a car again!

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So I’m learning how to drive

I’m convinced that I’m going to be one of the worst drivers ever. HaHA… ^_^ I went on my 3rd drive today.. Yesterday I tackled the tight scary pedestrian filled streets of downtown Los Gatos… (It’s like the downtown street of every tourist town…)… And today, I hit Lawrence Expressway at 60 miles an hour. O_o; EEEK! It’s so scary for real. I can’t drive at all… :T Trying to get out of a parking lot, I got yelled at by this 80 year old lady. She was going hella ballistic on me!! She was like “CANT YOU DRIVE?~!?~!?~!~!” and I was like ^_^** IM SORRY I’M STILL LEARNING!! *sheepish look*… I think that just made her angrier… :( Ah wellz. Can’t please everybody. I haven’t gotten into an accident yet!! But I guess that’s understandable since I havent been driving at all… LIke I said, my third time. But hey! My mom always directs me to shopping places so in the last couple days we’ve gotten almost $200 worth of clothing between the two of us. =} It’s great! Instead of paying $30/h for an instructor, my mom spends the money on clothes in between driving to calm my nerves. :P

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