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Archive for May, 2001

3531061

Grr

Just spent 47 minutes of my time writing e-mails to people that I’m going to truly miss next year. Haha. Gosh… I pick the best times to feel sentimental. And not sleepy. Though, I think I can feel my sleepiness returning… So I better try and catch it while I can… It actually feels a little more like nausea. But I’ll live.

3530904

Michelle is so lucky!

=P She got to see Nick perform his pinoy dance thingie… =P I really wish I could have seen it… Sigh… If I hadn’t had a grip of things to do this weekend, I would probably just be back from LA right about now. I wish life were all of those “I wishes” that always seem so futile and worthless when you really think about them.. (Cuz then, they wouldnt be so futile and worthless anymore.)

3530873

My Mother

What annoys me most about her is that she constantly thinks that my life revolves around guys. I love how she just came down here and said straight up, “Stop talking to boys.” When I replied, “I’m not talking to boys, I’m writing.” She promtly comes back with “Stop writing letters to boys.” Okay, I don’t know about you, but blogger.com looks nothing like an e-mail OR an IM. Of course, my mother wouldn’t know that, since she’s computer illiterate and thinks you move the mouse pointer by waving it in the air. Even THOUGH she’s seen me utilize it for about what… Seven years now?

I’m in a very annoyable mood right now. I’ll probably look and feel like hell tomorrow. Fuck. I need some sleep. Good … day?

3530842

Sigh

The day of the AP English exam and I can’t sleep. It’s like, what… 4:05 AM? I guess it’s because my mind is filled with unrest. . . Not because of the exam itself (strangely) but another thousand things that keep coming in and out of my head unwantedly. I am truly looking forward to the end of these next two weeks — when I can finally relax and give over to the temptation to slack off in every class (well, except for chemistry, because Harriss as an asshole.. grr f*** him, though!)

I’m starving. It’s 4 AM, though. What kind of food do you eat at 4 AM. I swear I’ve been eating food as if I’m pregnant lately. Constant flow of anything and everything that sounds good. Yesterday, I ate a bowl of rice and curry, and then a whopper about 2 minutes afterwards. Actually, that was only 6 hours ago. We, as humans are strange — A span of 24 hours is in the same day, but past a certain point, a span of 1 second can be a different day.

3519485

HaHAHA! I love those filipino people!

So I’m looking for a new guestbook, right.. Since gbook.nu looks like it’s gonna just break down anytime… So I’m looking and looking.. ANd finally I find one that’s decent… Haha.. And I sign up for it without looking at the name…. It turns out… This place is like AsianAvenue for filipino people!
AHahh.. It’s the tightest shit ever… So now, unintentionally, I am a SuperPedro netty. Haha~! You heard me.. A netty! ^_^ I think everybody should sign up for this place…
^_^ Maybe I’ll even be brave enough to post myself up in the eyeballs section!

www.superpedro.com

3515045

You know what kind of people I hate?

Those people that constantly IM you saying “hi” and “how’s your day” and all that bunch of shit… And then always ask “are you there?” when you don’t reply right away… And then the second you start trying to talk to them, they can’t even come up with decent commentary towards what you’re saying to them. Those hopelessly normal people that have nothing more in their minds than what they watched for TV the night before and what they had for dinner and what their dog did. God. I hate that type of person.

3512554

Aish

Every time I look at that picture of myself in the sweater, I get goosebumps. I remember hating myself so much at that time… And asking myself every day why I had to look so different and aweful and gross compared to everybody else. It’s sad, but true… I don’t know.. I truly believe that for me, changing my inside to something better made me change my outside for the better, though. If I hadn’t met the inspirational people that I met… I wouldn’t be here today, who I am today. Sigh…

3512059

Sigh

Met a nice, sweet, cute and fun guy today… But… Of course, with my luck.. He’s already taken… And probably by a nice, sweet, cute and fun girl, too!! :P~… Haha I can’t really feel jealous, because I can tell he really loves her… ^_^* By the way he speaks about her, so I’m happy… Damn though… Why are all the best mens taken???

Guys suck!!!

3503318

Oh damn… I used to be fat

No wonder I used to have such low self esteem… :( I saw that in the mirror every day.

3503176

Dang, I’m getting scanner happy

I found this picture of my ex-boyfriend and I… I can’t believe how much I’ve changed since then… Haha… My standards have gone from negative 10,000 to 100 in the last 4 years. ^_^*

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