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Archive for June, 2001

Aish…

I’m going to miss Jason so much when I go to college. Who’s gonna take care of me and show me how to use vending machines and tell me to take my medicine and get me band-aids and hug me when i’m sad? :T and watch anime with me…. and be silly with me… and just be there for me whenever I need somebody? Bleh. I guess I shouldn’t think about it. =T

More of the grind

Woo… Classs again today. Does that class ever get less boring? ^_^ At least I have some interesting people in it, and my teacher is a flamer. He’s hilarious.

Some consolation is that Jason’s coming over for dinner tonight AND we’re going out to dinner tomorrow night! ^___^ Woohooo. LUCKY!…. Fun Fun. I can’t wait… We’re probably gonna sit around and watch anime after… LUCKY!! I love anime!

D’oh

Just realized I was supposed to call Jason last night. =*( I forgot. And I didnt realize that i was supposed to call him when he was going to bed… Sigh, now I feel really bad… Aiieee.

Ahhh… Daily Grind…

7:05. Too early to go to school. Too late to go back to bed. I have a stomach ache and I have to take my medication. GREAT. Maybe I should try to take a shit before I do anything.

On a brighter note, I talked to Nick for the first time in ages last night. Didn’t go to bed until well into 3 in the morning. Forgotten how we could talk for so long about nothing in particular. Miss it.

This morning, couldn’t take it anymore and went to albertson’s to go buy a freaking eye solution. Got hit on by a cashier person. Again. What is it with these desparate cashier people? I should stop going to cashiers with young guys. This morning, I didn’t have a choice.

Earned $2.oO on opane.com yesterday. Good thing, since I spent $17.00 and totally forgot about adding on the $1.99 kogepan cellphone chain I’ve been coveting. Now I’ve given up on that and am moving on to bigger and better things. The $21.99 heart cellphone chain. ^_^ wish me luck and click the links!

Went out to lunch at a thai place yesterday. No wonder my stomach feels funny.

I feel fatigued.

And tired. Both physically and emotionally. I don’t know why. It just feels like I’m being drained… And I don’t know where the leak is. I’m always tired now. Where did all of my energy go? :T

Whoa . . .

It blows my mind that people can actually talk like this. It seems to take so much more effort than regular typing.

well..todae iz reallie mai first official dae of summer..en itz pretty dayam boring ..so yeah..todae i went online..talked on tha fone..went ta 7-11..slurpee..oOo en then went ta natasias house ta drop sumthin off..fun huh?? not reallie but whutever..mai throat iz killin meeh! ..yeah..i woke up en whoa! it hurt soo much! lol..yoo kno..players are going to play.. haters are going to hate..ballers are going to ball..shot callers are going to call..en so on en so on..hehehe do yoo like mai not so ghetto version..okae that wuz stoopid..okae this iz all useless info so imma go now byeee

I can’t decide whether I’m impressed, or sick to my stomach.

I’m too serious these days

What happened to those times/when we would sit around spittin rhymes/Sittin, kickin it online/Taking up all the tyme/Bein’ cute carefree and always inclined/to be the playa and not the played/Why couldn’t we have stayed/That way/Aii Katie/You’ll still always be my lady/Even if we’re both goddamn shady as hell baby/Together we’ll kick some ask and maybe/Buy some men’s pocky/Eat it up and kick some men’s cocky/Ooo baby I’m naughty/Aiite this rhyme’s getting shoddy/ Leyts

Vain

Boy am I vain. All I do is sit around, pamper myself and think about myself all day. I swear, I have never met anybody more self-centered than myself. Sometimes I wonder, if it’s healthy at all. . . But the thing is, I can’t really help but think about myself all the time… I mean, other than myself (and those associated to it), what am I supposed to think about? No matter what I think about it has something to do with me… Sigh. I’ve tried!! Every single chain of thought comes back to something about myself. BLAH.

It’s useless. Like the time Chris Silag made me not talk about Nick for an entire day. That didn’t work. I kept myself in check for about 4 hours and then we passed a strip club and the stories just kept on pouring out of my mouth. ^_^*

Hot as hell.

Its too hot to think. Too hot to post. Too hot to be sick. Sick? Yes, sick. Again? Yes. Again. WHAT THE HELL is wrong with my immune system?! yellow/green/brown phlegm has become the norm for me. Not good, if you ask me. SIGH! I should probably go to the doctor’s.. But not like anything they give me actually helps. feh. This sucks.

Something cracked…

I’m such a stupid chick… I finally realize that everything has been onesided… Oh well, that makes goodbye onesided too. It’s almost been a year. It’s been long enough for me to learn that I’m stupid. It’s time for me to give up.

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