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Archive for July, 2001
^_^* Guys are cute — sometimes.
phaizer 9 6 7 (11:14:40 PM): well kim
phaizer 9 6 7 (11:14:45 PM): we can study human geography
kimtoxication (11:14:48 PM): Hhahah
phaizer 9 6 7 (11:14:51 PM): together
phaizer 9 6 7 (11:14:51 PM): i don’t mind
kimtoxication (11:14:53 PM): you mean anatomy
phaizer 9 6 7 (11:15:01 PM): well, you said geography!
kimtoxication (11:15:09 PM): HG is politics with geography
phaizer 9 6 7 (11:15:22 PM): ooooops
phaizer 9 6 7 (11:15:33 PM): i’m so adorable!
phaizer 9 6 7 (11:15:34 PM): heeeeeeehehehe
kimtoxication (11:15:41 PM): AHAHHAHA
kimtoxication (11:15:42 PM): oh my god
kimtoxication (11:15:43 PM): ahhaha
kimtoxication (11:15:45 PM): ^_^*
kimtoxication (11:15:48 PM): that was so cute
kimtoxication (11:15:49 PM): ahha
phaizer 9 6 7 (11:15:59 PM): =)
The Extremes
Sometimes I wish I were either devastatingly beautiful or devastatingly ugly. Life would be simpler. Or maybe, devastatingly stupid. Life would definately be more simple.
Arjel just called me and sang to me. It makes me feel good when someone sings to me. People should sing to me more often.
Weekend Recap: Friday
Almost hurts to think about it. So many things I don’t understand. So many things I don’t remember. Of late, I haven’t the photographic memory that I was once blessed with.
I finally told him (straight up) how I felt. And then I felt stupid. And weak. My eyes watered and overfilled. I think I lost any hope I ever had that night. Probably my karma finally getting back to me. I wonder if I’ll ever be self assured as I was last year again. After all that’s happened — I doubt it. I’ve changed into some insecure 100lb mass of carbon based life form. No longer presumed human. Just a big blob of insecurities.
And then I came back to the hotel to an empty room. Jason hadn’t come back from the movie yet. My eyes still misbehaving, I felt like I was falling and nobody was there to catch me. And then I took a shower.
Jason held me when he came back. Made me feel special. Made me forget how stupid I’d been acting. I don’t even remember falling asleep.
Weekend Recap: Saturday
Woke up, dressed up as Faye, ^_^* got complimented by the front desk. Jason and I ate breakfast with Jason… Left. Worked with Anime pavillion. I felt real bad, working… The whole time I was thinking, man, should have just bought a badge so I could spend more time with Jason. Oh well. ^_^ We spent a lot of time together anyway, it kept me from boring him to death with my stupid antics.
Had to stand in a long ass line for masquerade tickets. That was great. They told me I had slim to none chances of getting any tickets because I was so far back in line. I proved them wrong! Ha.
Didn’t get to do much but work. But it’s okay, since it was fun. I was tired, though.
Bought some baggy socks. ^_^ That was the highlight of my day.
Weekend Recap: Sunday
Woke up in Jason’s arms. It was a distinctly sweet feeling, warm and safe. I’ve never actually slept with a guy before. I mean, really slept all through the night with someone. It felt nice – I could get used to it.
He bought me a tarepanda pillow size doll. I love it. Well, he spotted me the $. I’ll pay him back. Eventually. Once I get a job. It’s one of the cutest things I’ve ever seen in my life.
We watched ‘Virgin Fleet’, some DDR and then we left.
Our big plans to go eat thai food were destroyed by the fact that I can’t give directions for my life. We ate Italian instead. I like italian.
The drive home was uneventful, the scenery the same. I slept a lot and enjoyed silence with Jason. I wish life could be like that always. Quiet peaceful nowhere to rush to.
Summer Oldies but goodies -
Rhyme time. Tetrinet. XXXtris. Haikus. Crushing. Microphone fun. Boys. The Arcade. Boys. More Tetrinet. Comics. Books. Anime. Drama. Lots of Drama. Can’t have summer without the drama. New friends. Changing AIM name because of too many freaks. More new friends. New friends who becoem freaks. Conventions. Staying up all night and sleeping all day. Meeting the perfect man. Becoming infatuated. More tetrinet. Summer work. Anime. Working. Money. Spending money on Sanrio stuff.
UCI peeps
Gee, i know a lot of people going to UCI next year… Lets see if I can remember them all…
Nick
Patrick G
Noel
Chris Lee (Tech Chair!)
Kha
Patrick L
Angel
Chris C
Mike K
Tina N
Pooja
Lynda
Bao
Andy
Uwwaaaa! I dislike too many of them!! ;_; (3)
Finally home
Man, what a weekend, I laughed, I cried, I gave out my AIM. So much happened! I can’t possibly write it all out now, my head is a mass of emotions and colours and events. I’ll wait until I organize everything in my mind… ^^; And ThEN I’ll write about it.
AX
WOooT WOOT!! Leaving for AX today. Probably won’t be posting for the weekend. If you’re Katie, or somebody else who’s tight, call my cell. =] And if you’re in LA, I’ll be working @ the Anime Pavilion booth in the dealer’s room on Saturday.
Ja ne!
Kim.
