I must be allergic to computers. Stayed away from computers all day today and felt fine. Yesterday felt shittiest when around computers [Henry’s house playing w/ Jason‘s new compie.] Today didnt feel shitty until I sat down and started playing on the ‘net. Ghetto.
Planning on buying a new computer. Need imput! What do YOU think I should get? 
The flowers must be trying to mate again after the sudden cold spell — which in turn is making my nose react. Maybe my nose was a flower in its past life and right now it’s ‘itching’ to get away from me in order to go mate with some hot sexy flowers.
Or maybe dust is just a bitch. My eyes are beginning to water too. Great, now my nose feels like shit and I can’t surf the internet because i’m constantly squeezing my eyes shut hoping that whatever that keeps entering them will go away and leave them alone.
GODDAMNIT! I fucking hate allergies.
Thank you for thinking I’m an overachiever… I wish i could think the same about myself. Thank you for letting me be among such few links… I’m honored to be among such a small group. Thank you for your homage. ^_^* I’m really really flattered. I think your design is really beautiful. Thank you for putting me among your favourite links as well! And also for your nice posts on my page. It makes me feel loved! Thank you for remembering me even though we haven’t talked since sophomore year. I really miss you and Duckiee and Vickiee. [wait, does that make me Kimieee?]… But yeah, Thanks for remembering me after so long!! And finally, Thank you to Duckiee for remembering me on her new domain too. ^_^
I love you all!! Fo sho.
What makes people go to personal webpages? What makes me go to people’s webpages. What is it to you whether or not I have a stick up my ass, like to fart in public places, or eat bugs for dinner. How does it make any difference at all when you read it or when I write it?
It’s kind of disconcerting when I actually really sit here and think about it.
What makes me read other peoples pages? I’m a peeping tom by nature, I suppose. I’ve always been pretty nosy — I like gossip, I like listening to other people’s problems; I’m terrible at giving advice, though. I guess that’s why I love reading so much. I get the same affect, but I don’t have any obligations to anybody to say anything. I don’t even have to nod reassuringly or smile or give a sad look. When someone writes something I find comical [even when they’re dead serious] I don’t have to stifle my laughter.
And I can cry, when someone’s writing touches me enough without any “What’s wrong?”
What, then, makes me write about my life here? I really don’t know what drives me to do it. A lot of the time I end up sticking my foot in my mouth. For example, the bisexuality post. Afterwards, I considered taking it down in fear of people, friends, acquaintances thinking of me differently. But why do I care?
Why do I care at all, really? It’s not like it matters anything to anyone else. And it doesn’t, does it? Because I don’t know half the people who are reading this — and those that I do know won’t give a fuck. It doesn’t change who I am, it’s just something new to add to who I am.
What is it to me? Why do I care? What is it to you? Why are you here? Haha, I find myself asking those questions every day… and still haven’t been able to answer them.
I suppose in the end… We’re all human.
To be passionate would be nice. For once I want to find a passion for something. MY passion for something. Something I can immerse myself into and forget about all else. I want something that I won’t get tired of. Something that won’t screw me over in the end. Something that I can love.
Do I ask for too much? Probably… But eh, that’s life for you.
Drunk people. Guy in bathroom naked, hiding himself with pillow. While others forced to lick things off each other. Orgy? Or just your average college hangout?
“Your post made me wonder what would happen if I turned into a good looking asian girl…”
Haha! So cute. ;)~
A lot of blogs that I’ve come across lately have been riddled with an extreme excess of swearing. It’s not just a “fuck” here or there to emphasize whatever they’re trying to say — sometimes it can be two to three pieces of profanity PER SENTENCE. Now, that’s alright too, if I’m only reading one sentence or if it’s only one entry that’s like that… However, in some cases the ENTIRE THING is just profanity after profanity. It’s kind of scary, really. o_O
Some people think I’m a closet lesbian while others say I’m straight. Still some think I’m bisexual. So, what is it? I don’t even know myself. To make things easier I’ve always said I was bisexual, but now I’m not so sure. I guess now that I’m out of high school, I can let this out into the open. ^_^;
I’ve always been attracted to women. Especially their breasts: I’m definately a breast type person. I enjoy watching lesbian porn. I even enjoy kissing girls and whatnot. The thing is, I’m also very very attracted to men. Characterwise, even moreso than girls.
I don’t like men so much for their looks. From my standpoint, my attraction to women is purely physical/sexual. I have no intentions of taking up any girlfriends ever again — girls are just too hard to deal with emotionally. I know — I’ve had that uh, ‘joyful’ experience. I like men for their characters. It’s the funny and cute things a guy DOES that makes me like him — not so much his looks.
Then, the funny thing is, I also love very feminine gay men. — Who end up being the opposite of what I just described above. They look more masculine yet act more feminine. Why, then, do I like them? Perhaps it’s because opposites attract. 
I don’t know.
So what am I? Bisexual? Straight? Lesbian?
I think I’m more bi-curious than anything. Even though, I Love looking at girls and love…er.. playing with them, I would classify myself under the bi-curious genre. Afterall, I know that in the end when push comes to shove, I’d pick a guy.
Why? Because I can relate better with a guy.
So now, what is it with all these girls that say they’re bisexual? Are they really bisexual or are they just bicurious and buying into the trend? Why is it that it’s OK for a girl to be bisexual and not a guy?
If a girl is bisexual than it’s normal — sometimes it’s even deemed as a good thing; but if a guy comes out and says hes bicurious he’s automatically labeled as ‘gay’. Maybe that’s why the girl-bisexuality trend has become so rampant.
They can be ‘controversial’ or ‘taboo’ without actually being pushed out of the ‘normal’ category.
The part I find funniest is that most of these so-called bisexual girls have probably never even thought about being with another girl in their life let alone kiss them or want to make love to one. The thought of giving another girl cunnilingus probably gives them stomach queasies. [Wait, it gives me stomach queasies too, but that has more to do with my concerns for hygene.]
So what is it with them? Are they bisexual? Are they trendy? Are they lesbians in the closet? Or are they just curious like me?>
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