It really is falling, isn’t it. It’s like letting yourself lean back, not knowing whether or not there’s anybody there to catch you. And then after you’ve been caught, you don’t know whether or not you’ll get dropped again. I wonder where ‘falling’ really came from, though.
“I’m falling in love”. I mean, who ever thought of that? Did somebody jump out a window and say “I’m falling for you”? [hemingway].
I don’t know.
Funny how there’s always so much I want to say, but afraid to, because I’m afraid of offending someone, or hurting someone, or making someone angry. So many things I want to vent, but I can’t. I really wish I didn’t give a fuck and could write shit about anybody that I wanted to.
Life would be so much easier!
Yesterday was a funny ass day. Spent most of it filming for my Striped Hat “movie” (Wishing on a Jet Plane). I can’t wait to start editing! My movie’s kinda crappy [aiiee!] but its OK, because it’s my first one.. Tee hee! Super corny, like me though!
Anyhow, yeah lets just say there’s ukalele and shooting stars involved. ^_^ It’s really silly and dumb. I’ll be sure to give it another plug when it comes out! ;)~
I learned for the first time that I can be a terrible writer. Yes. Even me. 
Haha. I mean, I can’t write scripts / dialogue at all. I’m only good at writing story-like prose ish. I guess it comes from all those stories I used to write when I was little.
I never was interested in writing plays.
But all good, some day I’ll get over it and make an actual script. And it’ll blow everyone away. I swear. It’ll happen.
Jason can be so adorable sometimes. ^_^ Last night, we were watching Cowboy BeBop 6 together and he fell asleep right there. ^_^* Didn’t want to make him drive home in that state so I just let him sleep. Aww! He’s still there right now. What a cutie.
Funny thing, he asked me if I wanted any name labels and I said “sure!”… And then he asked me what I wanted them to say, “Should they just say Kim?” and so I replied “Kim is fine”. So now I have name labels that say “Kim is fine”. He also took it to another level and wrote “Kim is HELLA Fine”
What a strange, yet cute, little boy. ^_^;
^_^ I have a big day today! First to SF where we’ll go to the 2 story Sanrio [among other things… tee hee], and then to Atherton where I’ll be attending a goodbye (;_;) party for one of my friends.. Aww! She’s going all the way to BYU!… UTAH…?!?!… Crazy far.
Anyhow hehe. I’ll take tons of pictures and show them off later. I’m sure I’ll have some kind of adventure.
Lost my glasses and spent half an hour looking for it in my room because I could have ‘sworn’ I had it on when I went from here to there. Looked down here, too. And in the kitchen. Couldn’t find them anywhere. Finally put on my contacts and looked in there again. And then again in the kitchen.
They were underneath this table. ;_;
Just finished watching a show called ‘The Stand-In’ or ‘P.A.’, standing for ‘Private Actress. It’s about a girl who gets hired to be a so-called ‘Private Actress’. A private actress plays the role in real-life, for one or more persons. For example, in the first one, she gets asked to play somebody’s daughter who was killed a long time ago. The man didn’t believe that his daughter was actually dead… So she came in his last month of life to be by his side.
It’s hard to explain it, without making it sound silly, but it really was an amazing show! I watched almost the entire thing in just two days. ^_^* HohoHo.. Anything that gets me away from the computer for this long MUST be pretty durned amazing, right?
MUAHAHAHA.
And even better — Jason got Cowboy BeBop 6 today!! WOOT WOOT.
I find myself not being able to stay in a bad mood for very long. . . But that doesn’t prevent me from not having a good day, it seems. Yesterday [aside from the night time] was a day where my mood tossed back and forth from livid, to depressed to a happy enough ‘alright’.
I don’t think I can blame it on PMS, but I’d like to. I guess the only person I have to blame it on is myself. Sleep does wonders for my mood. [That, and What’s Michael!] I feel fine today. ^_^ Not great like usual, but I’m getting there! WOOT WOOT!
^_^; I have a silly story to tell about Jason, later.
All of a sudden my mom and I are going through violent mood swings. Bad mood. Don’t feel like elaborating — yet.
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