Kim doll!
Teehee… This page allows you to create those annoying little dolls so that they look like you… Look! It’s me! Baggy socks, funky hair, maroon lugz and ALL! 
hahah kickass, huh? It heckof looks like me. ^_~
Archive for August, 2001
#1 GB Entry of all time
I got your autograph at a Key Club Convention in April, and my friend Long hugged you.Your presentations were really entertaining; so entertaining we went to 3 of them.
HAHA! I swear. KEY Club gave me a big ego.
On the New Layout
I do admit, this is one of the lamest, boringest, normalest layouts I’ve ever done… But I think that for right now, it’s exactly what I need. That, and I’m lazy as heck. 
But yeah… I hope you enjoy the whatevers that are here… And I’ll try my best to add more content. ^_^
Revenge of the DigiCharat
This chick has DigiCharat starring on her page. NARF! I know it’s cute and all, but I wonder if she’s even seen the show. Excuse me while I go and gouge my eyes out! ;_; Of all the anime I’ve seen, I have to say one of the ones that I actually DISLIKE is DigiCharat. SO FRICKIN ANNOYING! DigiCharat = Unrelentless in the annoyance factor. It’s not like I’m cappin on the chick or anything. Her page just reminds me of the mindless 3 hours it took me to finish the series. ;_; WHYYY.
Random link
I think this girl is really pretty!… Wow, she has super long hair too. 
I’m envious. She doesn’t wear much makeup… I like that. Omoshiroi
Pretty Pathetic
I always knew my existance was pathetic. I just never knew exactly how pathetic I was until this very moment. Finding myself staring at the bottom loading bar as Greymatter rebulds my entries. I suppose that’s not TOO pathetic. But finding myself staring at the bottom loading bar as it rebuilds 20-40 out of 227. That’s even more pathetic. However, even more pathetic is the fact that I was staring at the bottom loading bar rebuild 20-40 out of 227 as I rubbed my mouse arm — sore from its recent extrenuous excercise AND wishing that the bottom loading bar was as interesting as the defragmenting screen — now THAT… Is super pathetic.
Yes yes. I live in a sad… sad… world. I need to get out more often.
Daily Grind
It’s one of those posts where I write about what I did today. Of course, it’s 9 AM, so I have TONS of things to say. This is dedicated to Michelle.
I woke up this morning. Yeah! Can you believe it. I really did. And then I considered going to Wal-Mart. Or was it Wal-Greens? Maybe it was Target. But now I’m kind of scared of going there because a display might fall down on me and I might get crushed and die and then I wouldn’t be able to blog anymore. So then I forgot about it and I rolled over and went back to sleep. Got woken up (like I do every morning) by my mom singing loudly, walking nakedly into the backyard for her daily dip in the jacuzzi. Yeah. We have a jacuzzi. Into which I’m not allowed to dip because I haven’t showered yet today. Oh well. That’s beyond the point.
So what was I writing about? Oh yes. What I did today. When I finally dragged myself out of bed, smelling like drool and other nasty things, I took a pee. YES! A pee. Now, unlike a guy, I pee sitting down. Sometimes, this is beneficial. Because right when I was peeing, I felt a poo coming on. So I didn’t have to do anything, change positions (or even stop peeing!)… I just pooed my day away and that was that. It was beautiful.
And then… The most unbelievable thing happened. I got on the computer… AND I GOT EMAIL!! HOLY CRZAAAPPPP. But it turned out to be pornmail. 
Who knew?! It seemed so innocent. “Barley Leggal Young Men”. Whatever Barely Leggal is anyhow.
So yes. That’s the excitement of my morning. WHAT A CRAZY LIFE I LEAD! And it’s only 9AM. HOHOHO. I have the entire day ahead of me.
Friends
It’s so rare in your life that you meet a friend that you will cherish for the rest of your life. It’s even more rare when it’s a group of friends that you will cherish. Kim created a video about all of us — about our time together during the last year. And after having it sit on my table for a day, I finally brought up the courage to watch it. I knew it would be emotional… I just didn’t realize it would be this beautiful.
The video says so many things that words can’t say. And imagine this… After the video was over, she thanked me for being there for her. Thanked me. I should be the one thanking her. Kim, Grace, Jon, Roy, Leslie… And even Hyung… They all made my year. I don’t know what life would have been like without you guys. Harder definitely. Less fun. Lonely.
A whole year in which they put up with my whining. My incessant complaining. My tendancy to talk about things that have nothing to do with anything. My narcissistic way of taking pictures of myself ALL THE TIME. Thanks for putting up with that.
It hurts, knowing that we’re all going our separate ways. It hurts knowing that we’ll probably lose contact with each other at one time or another. At least I know one thing. . . Last year was a year to remember. ^_^ :teary eyed:
I’m so emotional these days… College is coming so soon and it feels like my HS world is disappearing. Oh well. ^_^ I’ll always have my video.
Trendy?
This guy called me trendy today…
It makes me wonder.. AM I trendy?… I work(ed) at one of the most supposedly ‘trendy’ stores in the mall. Not that I bought anything. Well… Except for this one skirt that all the girls made faces at when I tried it on… I don’t know why! I tmakes me look like I have wings coming out of my sides! I’ll take a picture and show you guys… But anyhow.
I know my clothes aren’t trendy… Most of the stuff I wear could only be called trendy in like.. Japan or Thailand. [And even then, it’s Thai BOY style…] My site isn’t really trendy [is it?… I hope not]. My favourite outfit is my tattered old lugz with my super baggy socks jean skirt and any shirt… HOhOo. ^^* Either that or my red and white polka dot boxers with my Hello Kitty shirt hehe.
Maybe I’m so strange that it MAKES me trendy in that trying-to-be-different way. ^_^ You know. Leave me alone so I can be an individual with my friends! … Yeah. Hehe. Of course, I DO get a lot of “do your friends all dress like you?”… And I simply reply “I know NO ONE who dresses like me”..
But of course, trendiness isn’t JUST the way you dress. Its a state of mind. Maybe my state of mind is trendy. I know I’ve caught myself saying shit like “OMG! That’s sooooo cute” at one time or another. At times I emulate the ‘popular’ ish, usually when I feel insecure. Which is about 2 days a month.
Maybe people aren’t really ‘trendy’. Maybe they’re just insecure and need to fit in. Maybe they don’t even like what they do/wear/have. Weird. I never thought about it that way before. To some, it comes so naturally.
Introspect
I’ve never been great at being introspective. Guess it’s because I care too much about what’s on the outside of me. Who cares about what’s going on inside when things outside are falling apart? I don’t know. Who cares about anything at all when it comes down to it.
I wish I was Dougie Howser.
