Exhausted

Wow… A new blog layout… Gee! It’s really ugly! Hahaa.. But that’s OK. This will prove to be as temporary as the others that have gone up.

Talked on the phone to Nick last night… Realised how much I’ve missed him during the last couple weeks… But then realised for the first time that he’s not really some gigantic part of my life… But a really enjoyable part.. ^_^; Like a candy or something… I mean, I don’t need candy to survive, but I love to eat it! :P.. I don’t know… I guess I’m happiest when I’m coddling somebody, but Nick isn’t really the need to be coddled type, so sometimes I feel kind of left out of his life… It’s all good though ^_^ Gives me more time to learn how to study!

Hah… I was angry at myself when I was talking to him last night, though… For some reason I couldn’t think of anything to say… It made me so angry because for the last couple weeks every time something interesting happened, I would make a mental note to myself, but then poof.. haha it just all disappeared.

Fresh Choice Night

When inviting non-CSF friends to Fresh Choice Night, a strange realization occured. I have no friends that aren’t in CSF that live around here that are under 22. Either that, or I’m not looking hard enough. Bleh…