Hmm

I think the worst thing about this entire episode is that I respect his opinion too much. See, if I just didn’t care what he thought, I would be fine right now… Only, I’m not!… The worst thing is that we haven’t talked since, and I wish I could know what is really going through his mind. On one hand, I’m lucky; he’s really busy right now, so he probably doesn’t remember me at all… So the negative feelings won’t stew. On the other hand, I’m unlucky.. What if he forgets about me completely? That would be saddening. . .

My problem is that I think too much. I really do over care about certain people’s opinions of me, and under care about others. Ahh well. What can I do? That’s life.