Another thing that kinda pissed me off was that like yeah.. At the youth ambassador’s conference thingie.. I got put in charge of the Kid’s Make and Take booth at the Youth Fair up in ehre you know.. And I’m like telling her about it and shiet and she doesn’t even have anything positive to say about it.. She’s just like “pshh Yeah, that’s going to make a great impact on humanity right there” and I’m like dude.. I don’t care yo.. it’s for the little kids… so she’s all “Yeah, i’m sure you’ll change their lives..” I’m like whatever dude… for that one moment, if I make a kid smile its worth all of the work, you know? but whatever… She used to be able to see it that way.. but I guess she can’t anymore…
I can’t really tell if it’s me that’s changed or her… I think I’ve always been an idealist… I love doing service just for the sake of doing service… and it’s so fun and stuffs you know.. I dont’ know.. But then, I like all the other stuff that comes with being part of a large organization like Key Club too! It’s part of the experience..
I’ve noticed, though that Carolyn isn’t really into the making new friends everywhere kind of thing.. but all good… No biggie i suppose.. We’re just getting really different. ^_^*
