Dang..I really don’t know what to do… I’m so infatuated with this guy, rai.. but then like.. I dont’ even know why! It’s so gay… like.. It’s not like he’s THAT great or anything… Hahaha.. I guess it’s the same way with Katie and Niall… But then.. When he’s not playin Diablo, Niall really IS a great guy…

But i mean.. it’s like… I can’t stop thinking about him… but it’s not like… I want to GET with him?… Maybe it’s the fact that he’s so unreachable that is attracting me so badly. Why do I always want what I can’t have?

How sad for me, too.. heheh I think he’s getting bored of me… Blah… Thats what I get for being honest heheheh…oh well… I’ll jsut wait a month or somehing rai… i’ll find someone else hahahaha.. yah.. raai…

HEHE I finally perfected my rating scale of 1-10..

1. fugly

2. ugly

3. ehhh

4. hmm.

5. oooo!

6. MmmMmmm

7. WOOHOO!

8. HO DAAAAYUUUUUMM

9. *FAINT*

10. I’m DYING!

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heh.. of course.. I’m dying is almost impossible.. but yeah. :)… 85 % of guys fall under “ehhh”… hehehe.. and like 10% fall under “hmmm”… and then the rest are in 5% hehehee.. Oh yeah.. hahaha…

But yeah.. someone asked me to rate them 1-10 and I said 4… ahh he was very insulted….. but dude.. that’s higher than 85%.. geez.. how much more can you ask for?

I better jet now tho.. hehehehe leytz.