Have you ever had one of those days where everything goes wrong… And then at the end, you contemplate killing yourself, but then decide not to, because you think… “Oh, tomorrow can’t get any worse…” That’s the way my week has been… And nothing has gotten better… Only worse.

The saddest part is that I don’t think anybody understands what I mean. I mean… They always say “Aww..” and offer me their pity… But most people don’t even know what it’s like… To want to die..that is..

I have to memorize Hamlet Soliloquy #4 (Act 3, Scene 1)… It makes me ponder my life even more.