i almost stopped plugging journals in my weblog… but sometimes it just hits you… randomly you stumble across something that makes tears come to your eyes involuntarily and makes you clutch your heart in pain. i hate empathy. i wish i didn’t have any feelings. i wish i didn’t get drawn into this journal. i want to leave and read the idiotic ramblings of teenagers with no real problems… but i keep reading this one because it makes me hurt. and somehow it makes it addictive.

he’s right, i must have issues.