my mind, something within me… falls. it’s that feeling that i can’t breathe again. the feeling that i’m choking and no air is coming to my mind. at the same time it makes me feel helpless, lightheaded and exhausted. i’m falling. i’m falling. and i can’t stop myself.

does this seem vague to you? let me tell you, its just as vague to me. i rarely know what causes the feelings that go on inside of me. all i can do is write them down, and then look at them later. i don’t understand myself at all.

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