it seems as if i’ll let myself post from anywhere. so nice. i’ve been going through blogger withdrawal during the past couple days. isn’t it funny, how when you’re idle you can think of so many things to say but then when you’re actually sitting down and about to type it you completely forget about what you’ve been planning to say all along.

funny how the same seems to happen whenever you talk to people. you plan what you’re going to say, and you think of witty methods of conversation, how you’re going to lead into the witticism, how you’re going to make someone laugh, or make someone feel sorry for you, or the whatevers… but then sometimes like an actor forgets his lines, you completely forget what you were going to say and do something stupid.

blah. who said ad-libbing was easy?

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James keeps looking at me funny. Is it because i’m looking too intently at the screen as I write? Is it because I have poptart stuck to my face? or maybe it’s the mochi. Or maybe it’s the fact that I’m eating him out of house and home. hah. Probably all of the above.

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Anyhow, I’m getting braver with driving. I drove on the highway for a long distance for the first time by myself — without anybody there to guide me! I didn’t even get lost. It’s a miracle!!

Argh. I really don’t have anything to talk about. This bothers me — how come after a lapse of time I seem to lose what i want to say, when in fact I should have more to say? It seems I always have more to say on those days when I have my fingers perpetually at the keys and suddenly inspiration strikes. Maybe I just need to warm up first.

The bloggin’s gonna get pretty sporadic. Sorry folks.