Some people think I’m a closet lesbian while others say I’m straight. Still some think I’m bisexual. So, what is it? I don’t even know myself. To make things easier I’ve always said I was bisexual, but now I’m not so sure. I guess now that I’m out of high school, I can let this out into the open. ^_^;

I’ve always been attracted to women. Especially their breasts: I’m definately a breast type person. I enjoy watching lesbian porn. I even enjoy kissing girls and whatnot. The thing is, I’m also very very attracted to men. Characterwise, even moreso than girls.

I don’t like men so much for their looks. From my standpoint, my attraction to women is purely physical/sexual. I have no intentions of taking up any girlfriends ever again — girls are just too hard to deal with emotionally. I know — I’ve had that uh, ‘joyful’ experience. I like men for their characters. It’s the funny and cute things a guy DOES that makes me like him — not so much his looks.

Then, the funny thing is, I also love very feminine gay men. — Who end up being the opposite of what I just described above. They look more masculine yet act more feminine. Why, then, do I like them? Perhaps it’s because opposites attract. I don’t know.

So what am I? Bisexual? Straight? Lesbian?

I think I’m more bi-curious than anything. Even though, I Love looking at girls and love…er.. playing with them, I would classify myself under the bi-curious genre. Afterall, I know that in the end when push comes to shove, I’d pick a guy.

Why? Because I can relate better with a guy.

So now, what is it with all these girls that say they’re bisexual? Are they really bisexual or are they just bicurious and buying into the trend? Why is it that it’s OK for a girl to be bisexual and not a guy?

If a girl is bisexual than it’s normal — sometimes it’s even deemed as a good thing; but if a guy comes out and says hes bicurious he’s automatically labeled as ‘gay’. Maybe that’s why the girl-bisexuality trend has become so rampant.

They can be ‘controversial’ or ‘taboo’ without actually being pushed out of the ‘normal’ category.

The part I find funniest is that most of these so-called bisexual girls have probably never even thought about being with another girl in their life let alone kiss them or want to make love to one. The thought of giving another girl cunnilingus probably gives them stomach queasies. [Wait, it gives me stomach queasies too, but that has more to do with my concerns for hygene.]

So what is it with them? Are they bisexual? Are they trendy? Are they lesbians in the closet? Or are they just curious like me?>