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February 15, 2004 at 11:00 pm · Filed under Rigamarole

It’s hard not to expect anything even when you know nothing is coming.

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February 13, 2004 at 10:30 pm · Filed under Rigamarole

So I tell him that I’m flattered because someone has paid attention to me. So he tells me that I’m stupid. Then he refuses to speak to me. I don’t want to be angry. I don’t want him to be angry. I don’t understand him. I don’t think I understand anything at all.

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February 13, 2004 at 10:23 pm · Filed under Rigamarole

What happened to me and you against the world? Now you’re with the world. Does that mean you’re against me? Am I as alone as I feel… or does that even matter? Who are you to say what I can and cannot do?

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February 13, 2004 at 10:20 pm · Filed under Rigamarole

Take me seriously because i’m joking. Pretend I’m joking when I’m serious. Look at me with those eyes again. Glance over your shoulder and smile at me. It’s what you should do.

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February 12, 2004 at 11:55 pm · Filed under Rigamarole

What can she do when she is overcome with love?

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February 12, 2004 at 11:51 pm · Filed under Rigamarole

Starting today I will begin writing in the first person occasionally. Writing in the third person is too emotionally and mentally draining at times.

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February 12, 2004 at 10:53 pm · Filed under Rigamarole

She tries and she tries, but never to any avail. She cries and she cries, but still no result. She loves him but she never does anything right. She loves him but something is always wrong. Everything she says has a meaning she hasn’t seen. Everything she does is an insult she didnt make. Tears tears and more tears… but nothing.

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EDC pics came in

July 14, 2003 at 3:14 pm · Filed under Rigamarole

Pictures courtesy of ravemedia.net

me and the bf

me and vu

me and “boobies!” aka carissa

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July 14, 2003 at 2:30 pm · Filed under Rigamarole

I think I’ve rediscovered myself somewhat. Recently I realized that I am really a geek at heart, and no matter how much makeup I put on, no matter how much I try to assimilate into the ‘cool’ society, I’m really a big fat geek. So, I’ve decided not to try anymore.

Wish me luck.

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Things I love

July 10, 2003 at 12:58 pm · Filed under Rigamarole

My friends from San Jose came to visit this past week and it wasn’t until I was driving home after dropping them off that I realized how much I missed them. There’s nothing like leaving your friends knowing that you’re probably not going to see them for a really long time. One of them is even leaving the country for a year — I didn’t even give her a hug.

On a brighter note, Anime Expo was this weekend and i was dressed up as Chloe from Noir. Got tons of free stuff and even got my picture taken! If I find myself anywhere, I’ll be sure to post it up.

I’m at work right now. It’s boring. Yeah. So boring that I had to write in my journal. Yes, it’s that boring.

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