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Friday January 25, 2002 at 10:22 pm

Hey you,

Sometimes I wonder why we ever got together. Or how. Or why you even like me. I can’t see any reason for you to like me at all — I’m a psychotic bitch. I remember you bragging about how your other girl was so perfectly normal and simple and all that great stuff about her. How could you just drop her for me?

– Will you drop me the same way if another girl comes around that seems better? It seems so cruel and pessimistic of me… but it really makes me worry.

You worked so hard to pull my feelings away from him. Was I just wanted because at the time I was unreachable? Did you only like me because so many others did at the same time?

Why am I always like this? Questioning people’s feelings, people’s emotions. Why can’t I just let things be and see what course they take? You’re a good guy, a nice guy. Why can’t I just trust your motives? Why am I so scared?

Because I’ve really fallen for you.

I really have.

Sandsid said,

March 5, 2005 @ 9:06 pm

I’m starting to see the other side of you… hump.

Onigiriman said,

March 15, 2005 @ 3:56 pm

I suppose that if we fall for someone, we realize that we are making a big investment–emotional, temporal, spatial–and any large investment will ellicit thoughts of caution, so its okay to feel the way you do (did), no? As long as it doesn’t get in the way of your feelings for him…

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