Uninspired
Inspiration.
Four years ago today I wrote:
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inspiration
i’m the type of person that becomes easily inspired by the people
around me and the people that i’m exposed to. i take what i see and
like in people and try to infuse those qualities in myself. that’s
quite possibly why i’m such a mixed nut. however, i’m not normally the
person that inspires other people.
that’s
why it touches me so much when somebody tells me that i’ve inspired
them. to me, that has got to be one of the most touching compliments in
the world. i mean, it’s like saying that whatever it is that i did that
inspired them, was good enough that they were prompted to do something
similar themselves.
wow. that’s really powerful.
—
there’s lots of people that inspire me. many of which are on the side
right there under ‘linked’. a lot of them are people that have made me
think “wow. i want to be like that”. people that make me feel the need
to become a better person.
i wonder if it’s weird. ^^* probably , huh… but i don’t care! 
I was thinking today about how I haven’t been inspired to write lately
because I haven’t really found anything around here [xanga] inspiring
enough to interest me.
But then I realized, why am I waiting and counting on others to do my job for me, when I need to figure shit out by myself?
I mean, what kind of blogger am I that I need other people in order to write?
From tomorrow on, my resolve is to inspire YOU.
Because today I’m not motivated enough to do it.
