Having a job in webpaging is such a killjoy for webpaging itself. After a hard day’s work of layout-ing and color-ing and all the fucking whatnots of webpaging, I find the small joys of updating my webpage a pain in the ass. When not burdened with a job, the more to do on my personal page the better. When weighed down, I don’t want to touch it.

Sometimes, it can be the opposite, though. When it’s almost time for a deadline, I feel sudden inspiration for my personal page. Of course, any deviation or distraction from the work page and I’ll be up until 3 or 4 AM trying to figure out where all the time went, and checking the clock in the corner to make sure I make my meeting on time.

Fuck. At least there’s money involved.