some days i wonder why i agree to participate in so many things on top of my classes. tomorrow there is simply too much for me to do in one day. why is it that even when i try to do things in advance, there’s always something that i haven’t done. something that’s urgent. something that needs to be done. something that i’m forgetting.

some days i just want to bury my head underneath my pillow and wish it all away. wish away the homework. wish away my mother. wish away the impending projects. wish away my responsibilities.

i wish i lived in a world in which my responsibilities consisted of looking for the perfect [richest?] husband and making sure the maids cleaned the house.

i wish i lived in the foo foo world of pride and prejudice.