layouts usually come to me so easily… but not this time. this was wrenched out of my guts in an attempt to inspire myself to do more. it’s actually in a style that i totally despise — contrived style that is. oh well, i guess everybody makes one or two really big mistakes in their lives. this can be chalked up as one of mine. ;)~ just playin.

even though i’m not satisfied with this, i put it up. why? simply because i like the change. i don’t like looking at the same thing over and over — and i’m sure people get tired of seeing the same layout every time you return, too. =P gasp. people coming here to read what i write? weird concept!

i’m not some design guru, though i wish i were, but… whatevers =] at least it doesn’t look expage/asianavenueish. I wonder if people would keep reading if it were. O_o;