I always knew my existance was pathetic. I just never knew exactly how pathetic I was until this very moment. Finding myself staring at the bottom loading bar as Greymatter rebulds my entries. I suppose that’s not TOO pathetic. But finding myself staring at the bottom loading bar as it rebuilds 20-40 out of 227. That’s even more pathetic. However, even more pathetic is the fact that I was staring at the bottom loading bar rebuild 20-40 out of 227 as I rubbed my mouse arm — sore from its recent extrenuous excercise AND wishing that the bottom loading bar was as interesting as the defragmenting screen — now THAT… Is super pathetic.

Yes yes. I live in a sad… sad… world. I need to get out more often.