It’s kinda scary Michelle, how you always seem to hone in on what’s bothering me the most. . . I keep on wondering if that’s really what I’m doing… Settling. Ahh me! I hate being confused. Sometimes I even wonder if I put myself in this state of limbo on purpose… Argh. What is it that I want what is it that I want? I don’t know!

;_; When I was younger, I watched seniors graduate and I was like wow, everybody’s so sure of their future and so sure of themselves… Now I see that it was just an image that I projected over them.

Or maybe I’m a lone senior that’s unsure of myself.