A trip down memory lane…
It’s like a freakin’ car crash.
So I was bored and started sifting through my old classmates on mySpace. Freakin’ weird. You should try it.
And while you’re at it, add me as a friend.
Weird for these reasons 1. Some people look exactly the same as they did 5 years ago.
2. Some people look completely different than they did 5 years ago.
3. I cannot believe I had crushes on some of these losers!
Let’s talk about point item #3 for a second.
Holy
cow, thank goodness I was always too shy / too ugly / too socially
outcast to ever actually act on my desires in high school. My
goodness! Most of the guys that I had crushes on, I wouldn’t even
think twice about these days [not saying that they would ever look
twice at me, but if they did, I would totally [politely] reject them]
Low self esteem much?
Gag. Gag gag. Gag.
Excuse
me. Anyhow, now that my stomach is emptied, let’s talk about why in
the world I might have found these guys attractive in the first place.
Was it my low self esteem? My inherent boy-craziness? My starvation of
attention from the opposite sex? [I was quite teh nerd]
I have no idea, but I’ll tell you one thing: I’m very very very glad my standards are so much higher these days. 
P.S.
Another shocking thing! One of my classmates is not married, but
DIVORCED and with a kid! holy moly! [I graduated high school 2001, so
we’re all around 22 / 23]
Do you ever find out weird things on mySpace or the internet about the people you know?
also…
Do you find that low-self esteem makes you do/feel things you wouldn’t normally do or feel?
