I was lying there and thinking… I have absolutely no chance with Asian guys. What Asian guys want are quiet, sweet, innocent and docile girls that are super nice. Me? I’m loud, obnoxious, vulger, violent, and mean as fuck when I get pissed. Actually, I dont’ know any kind of guy that wuold ever want me… Except maybe someone who’s kinda crazy in the head. HAHA. Until then, I’ll live with myself perpetually in the “just friends” zone.