it seems the best way to keep my hits at a steady pace is to not give a shit about whether or not people are coming and to just write whenevers. haha. who knew? i feel bad not updating sometimes, though, just so drained lately to do anything about it.

i’ve taken to carrying a notebook with me wherever i go again. it reminds me of the old days with my falling-apart HOT planner jotting down all the random shit that came into my mind. i missed it a lot. anyhow — too many people here right now to go on. bleh.