when i heard that something at happened my first thought was whether or not they were ok. next i wondered what exactly happened. next i thought about what i would do if they were not okay. thus evoking a slew of unpleasant “what ifs”.
dave. james. waylan. john. dan.
people i know. people that i talk to daily. people that i love to be around.
things like this don’t happen to those kinds of people. things like this were only supposed to happen in books and to friends of friends and other people that i don’t know. they don’t happen to people i love.
those are my thoughts for the day. i apologize for my lack of posting. it’s just too hard for me to describe exactly how i feel right now.