[referring to prior entry] –
I wonder if that’s how truly insightful people feel when they read my journal. Probably. I make an effort to be insightful most of the time (I really do!), but there are just some of those days where I find myself just talking about what I did that day.
Why do I do it? Why do I say shit when there’s nothing to say? Mostly because I feel undeserving of the two-fifty/some odd uniques I get every day. I know I know, it’s nothing like Ernie’s 1200 or Rene’s 12,000… But the fact that I actually do have readers makes me feel conscious that this is a representation of me — and I feel the need to keep it well updated.
Sometimes I wonder if I should be like some people and only update when I truly feel like I want to express myself. — But then, I’d lose the hits.
Why do I even get any anyway? Is it because of the effort I make to make things interesting? Or is it because I have my cam image floating around the internet? AM I truly interesting? Or just randomly lucky to have the right people linking to me?
Probably the latter.
I realize I post a lot about posting. It’s just one of those subjects that pops into my mind a lot as I post. I always wonder to myself “why?”…. and then when I get over that, I think of the “what?”s. ^^*
