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Today’s poem:
I remember.
the day before yesterday —
When life was meaningful
and all of a sudden
it wasn’t.
Thursday June 10, 2004 at 12:56 pm
Announcement!
For a while I am going to cut out all meat except for fish from my diet. If you see me eating anything that goes against this you are fully allowed to make me do 1 embarassing thing.
Wednesday June 2, 2004 at 09:58 am
Dear Friend
//Begin Installation #3
She heard a sound on the other side of the bedroom window. “What’s going on?” she wondered to herself, as she peered through the window.
“What is he doing here?” “Why is he looking at me?” She began to feel scared. It was dark. There was no place to go.
“Excuse me, ma’am, you’re going to have to come with me.”
She turned, to see a policeman. “I’ve done nothing wrong!” she cried.
“This is tresspassing, ma’am.”
Silently she followed the man to the car, staring longingly back at the window that called to her every night.
//End Installation #3
Love,
Kim.
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You don’t love me anymore. Is it because we haven’t been seeing each other much? It’s neither of our faults. If this is how you feel , then what is going to happen when you go off to pharmacy school? How will your feelings change when we don’t see each other for years? Is it even possible for you to still love me with that much separation? Why do I even think about a future with you when you don’t even want to be with me right now?
I feel so stupid for loving you.
I feel so stupid for crying.
I feel so stupid.
I’m so alone. Even with people all around me, I feel alone.
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it’s so strange how the people you strained to get the attention and approval of years ago don’t seem so important anymore once you’ve surpassed them in life.
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he made a mix cd for her of his favorite band, but only picked out the songs that he thought she would like. something about that seemed ridiculously sweet.
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I really like this song.
uptown:
(girl) : i’m sittin here thinkin’, reminiscin’ ,
on how, good … things used to be, now,
i remember that time when
you was right here by my side
i, can’t get you out of my mind
you just keep on makin’ me cry
baby lets give it one more try
before you say good bye
i’m spendin them sleepless nites
wishin that you were holdin’ me tight
cuz i still remember that night
when we got into that final fight
said that we was over and
we couldn’t make a damn thing go right
cuz you left me high and dry
and i just can’t help but wonder why
—
(guy) : sittin down drinkin’ gin and uh
thinkin’ all good cuz that day was coo
cuz i played joo and your homies too
but i rather it be me and you
don’t wanna break up don’t wanna be thru
but kick it and be with you
cuz i didn’t know what to do,
know what to do… (i didn’t know what to do)
everybody told me you and me,
we were really really meant to be
spendin and givin and luvin need
cuz you see just leavin me green…
(leavin’ me high, leavin me dry, wonderin why
i think i’m gonna die)
