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Thursday December 29, 2005 at 08:51 am

I used to be…
So many things.

I have this habit of getting really into something and then abandoning it when I lose interest, hit a roadblock, or finish whatever I was trying to accomplish. I think that’s why I’ve never become an expert at anything, just mediocre at many things.

I used to be:
a dancer [Click “Kim Tutting”] (no one ever believes me on this one…)
REALLY into k-pop
REALLY into j-pop
a porn site owner
a piano player
a violin player
a chinese leg-piano player [the thing you saw on kung fu hustle]
an introvert
an online celeb [for like, a week]
really into gay rights and society
a painter
a knitter
a needlepointer
a cook
a seamstress
a clothing designer
a website designer
a community-service doer
a leader
an artist

…I feel like i’ve abandoned the creative part of myself lately. the part that catches on fire and can’t be stopped for weeks, months. The part that becomes obsessive with my goal. now, i’m just… lukewarm and floating in the abyss.

What have you been in the past?

P.S. For those of you in the LA area who are hitting up together as one. :) I’ll see you there maybe? PVD!!

seksae said,

December 29, 2005 @ 8:56 am

hmm…well, isnt it better to be a lot of things than just one? better to be goodor okay at a lot than be an expert at only one thing…i dont know, does that shit make sense??
i used to be a nice guy…now i’m an asshole! tru!

dudeiambored said,

December 29, 2005 @ 8:58 am

a kid

R0MANTIK said,

December 29, 2005 @ 8:58 am

wow it’s been a while since you updated… that’s a lot of things you’ve been. how about being yourself as being the general category?

Metro said,

December 29, 2005 @ 9:07 am

Oh my God. I’m totally gonna go to the OC and show you up.Boogie Fights in Fullerton, dudez.I used to be a dancer and frankly, I rule.

Suicide_Society said,

December 29, 2005 @ 9:10 am

Honors student, athlete, writer, gang banger, etc.

CMDLL said,

December 29, 2005 @ 9:10 am

Many of us have that problem.

dehzep said,

December 29, 2005 @ 9:10 am

all i read was “porn site owner”… interesting.

dehzep said,

December 29, 2005 @ 9:11 am

i used to be a nerd, now i’m a dork.

franksabunch said,

December 29, 2005 @ 9:23 am

I used to be a big fish in a little pond.  Now I’m a big fish in a big pond!  Well, I wish.  :-D  Have a great New Year’s, K!

mAnGLeDmiSTlEtoE said,

December 29, 2005 @ 9:25 am

A porn site owner? Haha, I’m sure that’s no big loss. I’ll join your floating in the abyss.

kalamai said,

December 29, 2005 @ 9:38 am

lol how informative! i used to do community service too. i used to be someone’s best friend. hell i used to have close friends that i could hang out with. i used to trust people. *shrugs* >.

amy_li said,

December 29, 2005 @ 9:41 am

i used to be cool. hahaha, okay no.
i used to be a web design freak, and a so-called photographer. :[

rubberduckiesandcheese said,

December 29, 2005 @ 9:41 am

a kidPosted 12/29/2005 at 11:58 AM by dudeiambored^

CaKaLusa said,

December 29, 2005 @ 9:56 am


xtenstarsonsticksx said,

December 29, 2005 @ 10:01 am

into sports: dance, volleyball, horseback, cheerleading, swimming, hockey, ice skating..etc.chunky.. haha, like you said, abandoned that one.slob.. now my GPA is a 92 on a percentile rangeflute playerguitar playerpiano playera writerslut (well, dressed like one)all of the other stereotypes you can think of.
and other..shit.

gizmoduk said,

December 29, 2005 @ 10:04 am

i used to be good at mathnow i cant even multiplyor spell

FatalAce said,

December 29, 2005 @ 10:09 am

haha these comments are funny

idealistic_idiot said,

December 29, 2005 @ 10:17 am

I used to be many things, too. But I give up too easily, especially when there’s a lot of pressure, or if there are other people who are much better than I am.But, if it helps, I think you’re still brilliant, and I’m sure many others would agree.

cloudedfuture said,

December 29, 2005 @ 10:29 am

PVD! you won’t be disappointed ,he’s awesome live.
I’d meet you up but i’m going to GIANT instead.

aydongbeeleef said,

December 29, 2005 @ 10:33 am

a geeka scrapperan introverta depressivea braina phenoma dufusa posera sketch artista l337 gam3rchinesewhitea drunka stoneran eTarda ravercoolinnocenta writera poetagapeyoung

bjtdevera said,

December 29, 2005 @ 10:46 am

I used to be smart

Chiznarles said,

December 29, 2005 @ 10:50 am

What? A porn site owner? Was this YOUR porn site?

vampuke said,

December 29, 2005 @ 10:53 am

the past lives on

milhouse75 said,

December 29, 2005 @ 10:58 am


StoopidSavant said,

December 29, 2005 @ 11:01 am


Kwazy_Fweak said,

December 29, 2005 @ 11:01 am

I read porn site owner.

P00TUNGINAM0 said,

December 29, 2005 @ 11:16 am

I used to be…
skinnya fat-ass (now i’m just chubby)a piano playera gangster (well no, just dressed like one)an avid site reader of yours
=\  to that last one.

Elizabeth_Rex said,

December 29, 2005 @ 11:59 am

A prodigy.

AtomicCherrie said,

December 29, 2005 @ 12:41 pm

i used to be so many things, but most importantly, i used to be a role model.

ziggyzhang said,

December 29, 2005 @ 1:59 pm were a porn site owner?hahaha.

cutsiepie55 said,

December 29, 2005 @ 2:51 pm

shy, and cared about what others thought about me.

Trinity86 said,

December 29, 2005 @ 3:42 pm

i think things like that just happen. it’s not a bad thing, just a little bit unfortunate.

gooksantiger said,

December 29, 2005 @ 4:11 pm

i used to be smart. but not anymore. haha

buddyhood said,

December 29, 2005 @ 4:36 pm

that is alot of stuff to be proud about..

gechalx said,

December 29, 2005 @ 4:44 pm

lol i remeber that video… lol… ohh the days. =P

Ssweet_dreemzZ said,

December 29, 2005 @ 5:37 pm

You were a porn site owner? Odd.

Brett_T said,

December 29, 2005 @ 6:37 pm

I remember when I was a semi-decent glowsticker.

Kevin72 said,

December 29, 2005 @ 7:47 pm

chess/piano/cello/bridge player, coin collector, high school swim team member, distance runner, Rosicrucian, DeMolay member, frat rat, that’s without thinking too much. These days I’m into weightlifting again.

OkayChaSiuBao said,

December 29, 2005 @ 10:50 pm

OMG kim! i gotta see you at TAO!!! hahaha I haven’t seen you tut in SO long! haha You used to be so good at it! what happened?!?!? Call me… u should know the number.

summerXnign said,

December 30, 2005 @ 4:40 am

i believe this is you? it’s not porn…..)i used to be clinically depressed.for like, fucking ten years.

candiez said,

December 31, 2005 @ 8:13 am

I have been ME!

caught_in_limbo said,

December 31, 2005 @ 10:24 pm

I’ve been a good person and a bad person.
But the past has passed, and all that’s important is who it’s made me for today.
Happy new year!

projectblogsphere said,

January 1, 2006 @ 12:07 am

Happy New Year, Ms. Pornographer!  I mean, ex-Pornographer.  ;)

bubble_X_pop_X_electric said,

January 1, 2006 @ 3:29 pm

i used to be hot, happy, nice, and caring…

thathrilainmanila said,

January 2, 2006 @ 3:03 am

yea, i def hear you on the being “never being an expert at anything- just mediocre in many things.” not as many as you, but i have my share.
well 2006 it up! =P

whonose said,

January 3, 2006 @ 1:20 pm

email me your address please!!! :-D

davidngo said,

January 4, 2006 @ 11:30 am


monkielove918 said,

January 4, 2006 @ 5:28 pm

i’m sorry about that
i wrote a whole entry just similar to taht…but it’s protected. it was way too long that i don’t expect many readers for it.
the two main things i regret for having stopped was gymnastics and tae kwon do
i’ve stopped 7 years ago..
and now i’m 16..and people who started the same age as me on that are like, REALLY good. they are all black belts now.

whonose said,

January 8, 2006 @ 4:21 am

i have it – email your address!!!! :-D

JEuCE said,

January 8, 2006 @ 10:56 am

i LOVE the current cam pic…now does that make me gay…(ish)…?

TRUiNFiNiTi said,

January 12, 2006 @ 12:38 am

awesome post.

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